I hate being a SM!!!
I wish I could change the way I feel about ss9, but no matter how much I try I just can't seem to bring myself to enjoy having him in my life!!! It's his B'day today and he's at his Mums, but we are having him for a few hours tomorrow afternoon to give him his presents and take him out to dinner!! I'm so not looking forward to it!
And I hate that the two weeks he is at his Mums, she drops him to our house every school morning do my DH or I can take him to school because she starts work early!! I wish on those 2 weeks I could get a proper break from him!! And I feel so bad feeling that because my DD's14 are here 100% and my husband doesn't have his son! I don't know if he feels resent towards my girls like I do his son!
It just seems like the same old feelings always resurface no matter how much I try to squash them! Have started to see a psychiatrist, but don't even know if she'll be able to help me! Thank goodness for step talk!
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Welcome to the Club ...you
Welcome to the Club
...you are among friends now!!! I can't stand FSS11...I am sooo over him and all of the bs he and bm bring into our lives just by existing...here's hoping they both take a long walk off a short pier!!! }:)
Feel the same way about my 9
Feel the same way about my 9 ye old SS. Every day its getting harder! I don't have the same problem with SS 5.
We have them til summer except for holiday breaks. Their father lives in another state. I feel so annoyed by him
And its making me wonder if I should be in this relationship. I'm absolutely over the moon for his mother but I
Can't really stand him. I see him as a spoiled ass rude and disrespectful lil brat who never listens! Idk what to do
anymore. So lost!