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Submitted by maree80 on Wed, 04/03/2013 - 6:16am

Not sure why I'm feeling this way, but at the moment I'm so turned off by my DH!! I don't even want to talk to him...I'm sitting here in our room, whilst he's out watching tv!

Far out!!!!

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Submitted by maree80 on Sun, 03/31/2013 - 3:22am

Faaaarrrrrkkkkk..... Just spent 3 days away over Easter with ss9 and I was really looking forward to him going back to his BM's tomorrow but noooooo now we are having him an extra night!!!! :jawdrop:

So confused.....

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Submitted by maree80 on Thu, 02/28/2013 - 1:35am

For the last couple of months all I can think about is having a baby with my DH. He has SS9 and I have DD's 14 (soon to be 15) and we have been married for 2 years! He is the man of my dreams and we are totally in love!!

I don't think I've ever been so indecisive about anything!! I work in a baby shop, which doesn't help as I get really clucky when I see all these beautiful babies and I keep wandering what our baby would look like!!

Grrrrr.....I just want one thing that's mine!!

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Submitted by maree80 on Tue, 02/26/2013 - 2:09am

So DH and I were married on 1.1.2011, so now all our passwords, PIN numbers and lucky numbers have 11, and I consider it to be my now favourite number!

DH got some custom made baseball cleats done with 11 on the tongue, and SS9 wanted to know why, and DH said because that's when I married Maree80! So SS proclaims that now that's his favourite number! And DH then adds, it's also lucky because its the month you were born SS..... I don't see it as a lucky number anymore!!!

Seriously I just want one thing that I can say is special to me!!!!

I AM SO PISSED.....

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Submitted by maree80 on Thu, 01/10/2013 - 4:13pm

I am literally f****ng shaking!!!!! BM has just rung to see if one of us (myself or DH) can take SS9 (he is at his Mums this week) to the doctor at 12 today!!!! Why?!?? Because it's too hard for her with the babies!!!!! Her other children are 2 1/2 and 1 1/2. Don't worry about the fact that we are actually at work!!!! FUCK ME! And DH's response when I get the shits.....well at least I get to see him....yep there you go again justify her piss poor excuse!!!!

If you don't like your SK, how do you control your emotions when they are around?!

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Submitted by maree80 on Sun, 12/02/2012 - 5:59pm

I'm having a hard time feeling any love towards SS9! We have him 50/50 with his BM (2 weeks with us, 2weeks with BM). My DH would have him full time if BM wanted him too!! We have been together 4 years, married for almost 2.

I hate being a SM!!!

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Submitted by maree80 on Sat, 11/17/2012 - 6:55am

I wish I could change the way I feel about ss9, but no matter how much I try I just can't seem to bring myself to enjoy having him in my life!!! It's his B'day today and he's at his Mums, but we are having him for a few hours tomorrow afternoon to give him his presents and take him out to dinner!! I'm so not looking forward to it!

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