May I just say you ladies are so freeking addictive, I shouldve been up and cleaning an hour ago. Thanks for being the same old step-talk I know and love!!

So, I promise to eventually reply to all the supportive and open comments I got on my first string here, describe the wonderful experiences Ive had since then, the new ring around my finger, how he put it there, all the happy gooey etc., but at the moment Im just miserable and need some of the immediate services this blog provides. With or without responses, this forum has saved much emotional strife and has significantly reduced my therapy costs!

So, on this week before Halloween, and after a weekend of particular inspiration, I have decided to peel back the latex, unzip the sternum and pull out the awful, nasty, sinister, selfish, wicked little me-monster that was wailing for attention today. I tried to keep it from getting to the keyboard, gave it a book, a hot shower, and a vodka soda, but its insatiable. (CRREEEAAaaaaak) Fly my pretty, Fly!!!