And I miss him dearly. My friend went to his place because he texted me to inform me that I left some things back at his place. 

Ever since then, I haven't heard a peep from him. Why does it hurt so much?  I wish he would at least try to talk to me at least once. I miss his hands, I miss him holding me, I miss him saying he loves me, I miss looking down and seeing  my engagement ring.

I miss him so much. I wish I didn't but I do

it's Bm week with the skids, and things have been pretty quiet at home. Bm and SO have been communcating about Ss. Bm took him to the doctors for a full physical and everything came back normal. At both houses, the computer history was checked and Bm went through Ss's phone. Everything seemed normal until SO found Ss' journal. 

Bm got Sd and Ss into keeping a reflective journal, so they can have a safe place of their thoughts,  find a place to vent, wrtie about their day, any lessons they learned. It's actually pretty neat and they respond well to it. 

The robotic stepford child beheaviour continues...GRRRR

SO and I are at a cross-roads. I suggested that maybe we be affectionate to try to break the cold behaviour that they're showing and he's all down for that, and he's also alright with being poliet back, but he does not want to be "nice" to be cold, but instead to get a reaction out of them. 

When would be the right time for SO to have the "enough is enough" conversation?(today is thanks-giving), or should be just "play along" to get a reaction out of them and not talk to them about it

Ss12 has the flu, and will be staying at home-probably all week, and Sd13 is gone to school. 

For some reason Ss is proned to get very high fevers, why ,I don't know. Doctors have done test, scanned his brain to see if everything is alright with regards to his hypothalamus; everything is normal. In the past 3 years, he's been rushed to the emergency , I think 3 times due to his fevers getting too high (sometimes they don't, sometimes they do).