quite feeling sorry for myself. I blogged yesterday about DH not wanting to go with me back to Active and you mentioned that perhaps it was not in God's plan. I am a big believer in fate and you are absolutely right. This was bound too happen sooner or later and after thinking about it, I knew when I was 17 that I wanted to be a mother and I wanted to be lifelong military member and somehow I seriously got derailed and became a wife, tagalong and civillian again.

I agree that maybe this is god's plan and I'm sure he will take care of the kids and I as he always has and will not give us anything he does not think we are capable of dealing with it.

I am lucky that I have the opportunity that I have because so many mothers do not and here I am sobbing because my husband doesn't want to join me. :? Seems silly now that I think about it that way.

So, looking forward, the kids are excited, I am excited and maybe this will actually be good for DH and his relationship with his kids. For the years that we have been married, they come in and he lets my children or me entertain them. Now, with just him, he will be forced to actually spend time doing something with them instead of just buying them electronic gadgets to keep them occupied.

And, thank you all for your kind words of encouragement.