Thinking it might be time to separate from DH. Between SD and him I get very little respect. I'm a SAHM and am doing the best I can. My depression and anxiety are terrible to the point only thing keeping me going is my 18 month old. Constantly having trust issues with SD, constantly arguing with DH over SD and other things. I feel they are both against me and I have no one in my corner. I get blamed for everything although I've done nothing but try to help DH. He's told me more than once he feels im using him. I have little to no self esteem. He escapes life by hanging with his friends in a band while I'm home everyday with the kids. Yes even during COVID. DH and I are going to counseling but things are no better. Only reason I haven't left is because I don't trust SD around bio 18months, who I've caught talking really rough to bio on occasions Ivey has to tell her not to talk to her like that. I don't trust DH to watch her. He barely pays any attention to what SD does.