All along while I was on here complaining about BH? I was in labor.

Things escillated crazy quick Tuesday and by 10:15 my contractions were like 2 mins apart & painful. I had a doc appt, I was 3 cm & fully thinned out. We went home for an hour & when I got to the hospital I was 5 cm. I got my epidural shortly after but then the baby started having trouble, at the end of each contraction his heart rate would drop. I was freaking out. I had to lay on my right side the whole rest of labor, & he was alright. At push time, every time I pushed his heart rate dropped. They tried to use the vacuum to speed things up but he couldn't get ahold of him because he has so much hair. So, off for a C-section.

I was terrified but other than having the shakes & freezing everything went ok. He came out & wasn't really crying. I was nervous. But he did start crying, scored good on his apgar & I got to kiss him before him & DH left. I got stitched up & was pretty out of it when I got to the room. I held him after I calmed down, nursed him, & then my family visited.

I love love love him so much already. He's so cute! 7 lbs 12 oz of love.