I have never posted a blog so here it goes,

....today is April 16th 2015, the day after the government strips us of our labor pains and hands us back some chore money, all that hard work for nothing, good job Working Americans.

This morning I got up at 8 AM to my two 4 yr olds, one Biological Daughter and one Step-daughter, whispering back and forth about how many stuffed animals and blankets they were going to drag down stairs and decorate my living room with. Meanwhile, I check the bathrooms to see what kind of mess my 13 yr old Step-Son left for me before he runs off to school, #1 surprise or #2 surprise....To my everyday surprise just #1 left over as I am flushing and starting my day as usual. I hurry and disinfectant toilets and sinks and handles and door handles knowing the SS-13 doesn't wash his hands and I don't want my girls touching everything that has matter particles on it that should not normally be on such surfaces, LIKE THE REST OF MY HOUSE! So I have become so OCD about germs on light switches and handles and remotes that I make it my personal chore to do before I can get a "good morning" to the girls and get to set down with them, due to that is the only time of the day where I can get their full attention. lol.

As I got my coffee and cig and sat on my porch listening to the world waking up, I realized that I was pissed off! I am sick and tired of cleaning up after a 13 yr old who should know how to complete such tasks that my 4 yr olds can do with their eyes closed.

My 4 yr olds know how to make their beds, brush their teeth (DAILY!), use the potty (WIPE!) and know that flushing is part of the process, use soap when taking a bath, wash their hands when done using the potty, take their dirty clothes to the dirty clothes area ( NOT THEIR FLOOR!), clean off their plates when done eating, and place in the sink (if they could reach they would know to RINSE their plates off),Say "EXCUSE ME" after their stomach's talk through their mouths or buttocks, I'm sure I am missing some things in there that they could reteach my SS-13 :?

I was so mad that I made the conclusion that he only does this crap to ME! When I mention these problems to his Dad, ( my carefree Husband), he always doesn't believe me! He says that he never sees him doing these things, like drink a whole gallon of milk a day!!! I need a personal indoor Dairy cow for this kid, screw the rest of the family who would like some milk for their cereal! When my husband is home the next morning and I am at work, my SS doesn't do this stuff he does to me when my husband is at work and I am home. He loves to leave his bed unmade and every electrical device on for me to listen to as I walk through his door. I haven't said anything for the past three weeks just seeing if I was just picking on the kid, NOPE, I was right, he makes sure that he leaves a trail going out the door just for me to clean up after him.!!! I AM SO SICK OF IT!!!

We had a major blow out Easter Week, where I told him about what his real mother was like (jail bird of 6 months who didn't fight for her kids gave them to their father with full custody, I just raised them for the past three years while she spends her money on herself and i Sacrifice for mine and hers.But she is the Hero according to SS-13) Anyway SS13 and I haven't spoke but short answers to each other since.. This isn't normal to can't stand to be around this kid, someone please tell me this is normal!!!!

I AM AFRAID THIS KID WILL COME BETWEEN MY HUSBAND AND I. OUR family!

COMPLETELY DEPRESSED STEP-MOMMY