My adoptive "by choice not legally" mom passed away 2 nights ago. I'm losing my mind. I dont know how to feel. I have a 2 year old son so I cant be depressed my husband works nights so I cant lean on him. My 2 year old is refuses to wear a diaper or sleep at night. And today of all days a mailman called the police for a wellness check which my house was messy because my son decided to pull out all toys he could find. My house is falling apart one fridge stops working all together get another from a family member it isn't working right. My bathtub knobs became loose. I've tried to fix it but cant it has to be drilled out but my husband works nights so hes no help. I feel like I'm alone and the weight of the world is building to be to much for this momma. I thought the drama would end when my twin stepsons moved in with there BM. I dont think I can handle anymore.