Well I got what I wanted....

last night my So calls me and tells me that she loves me and she is tired of her kids ruining everything. She said that she has made a stand and kicked them out to their dads house. I told her that there is no going back on this. I will not ever allow them back in my house or on my property. I will move all of their furniture down to the garage and they have 2 weeks to come and get it or it will sit by the trash.

I told her that if I see them on my property or in my house I will call the police. Locks are being changed tonight also.

So what happened last night?

Exactly what I thought was going to happen! Nothing! SO promised me multiple times via text that she was going to take care of things. Well when I got home form the gym she had just got off the phone with her and ex and guess what???? She does not want to process with the punishment! Imagine that! I guess the ex's feelings are more important that mine. I feel like throwing in the towel, giving them the house and just moving on.

I woke up so pissed off this morning, I just said by to SO, no I love you or kiss like we usually do.

So me and future wife got into it again last night over her son18. I am still trying to get over what he called my daughter who is 8 on FB. For you that do not know he said. "Why does a 8 year old little girl need a laptop? I don't even have a laptop. Fuck you Bitch!" Now she got her laptop for a birthday gift before we moved in together. SS18 was given the choice to get a OK laptop for Christmas or a really good one for graduation....he chose graduation.

I am fine at work and away from home. it is just that drive home after work that I start getting this negative feeling and the tension in my body rises.

I dread walking in and seeing SS18 on FB and in his pajamas and SD15 locked in her room stomping around everywhere. I sit there on my couch and I can see the back of his nasty head as he eats his blue berry muffins and strawberry milk.