I left my BF earlier this year bc I was not sure I could deal with skids. I left the relationship at the early stage so I really hadn't experienced any drama from skids and BM. Then I went into really bad depression because of breaking his heart and the kids'. I most likely suffered way more than them. I was feeling guilty and felt like I lost all my chance at happiness. I missed him so much. I lost all the motivation and ambition I had. I hit the lowest point in my life. People who used to discourage me from going ahead with the relationship earlier told me to go back to him.