this is my first entry here.

I don't want to go into deep history or anything like that all at once. 

I just want to say...

I feel utterly alone. 

I know what the right thing is to do. I suggest these things and I am ignored or targeted. either way, whatever I do, my life deeply suffers the games the biological parents are playing... with me, with the grandparents, with health and mental and judicial professionals, and worst of all... their behavior has dire consequences to their own children.