There is something very important that I need to discuss with you and I feel very strong about what I am going to say and ask. First off I am so lost on what to think about you and the things you keep choosing to do. Since we divorced you have been a downward spiral and have subjected our kids to all of it, that’s not okay. I was never aware of how bad off you were or how bad you made life for the kids until I filed for full custody. After I filed for full custody I learned so much and it broke my heart to know the kind of life my kids were living with you.

Where to start?!?!? Let's start with the weekend of February 21st. DH and I had a little get away planned, the skids staying at his mom's. DH & I had only been at the resort for a couple of hours and DH gets a call from his mom stating BM called and said she was going to drive 2 1/2 hrs to her house to see the kids. MIL told her that DH would have to approve of that, BM said no DH doesn't have to know. MIL told her the kids will tell him and I am not going to lie to my son.

DH's mom took the kids for us on Saturday and kept them until Sunday afternoon, so that DH and I could have a romantic evening at a lovely resort. We tried having the kids call BM while we driving the 2 1/2 hour drive to MIL's house, but she wasn't with her boyfriend (apparently she doesn't have a phone of her own) so we just told him that we will just have the kids call the next day when we pick them up. Later that afternoon when we had already checked into the resort she text DH asking for his mom's number so she can talk to the kids. Well DH being nice gave her the number.

I was never meant to be a stay at home mom, no matter how much a complain about going to work after the weekends I'm ready to go back into the adult world. We have no where near the amount of snow Boston has, but we currently have 5.5 inches with another 1.5 inch possibly coming tonight. So that means no school, I am guessing for the rest week. I had to stay home with the kids yesterday and that was after caring for them all weekend because DH is on 2nd shift. Now we have it worked out that I will work from 7 am to 1 pm, and then he will go to work.