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O/T: My 'Turning 30 Meltdown'

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Submitted by lexaprotakemeaway on Mon, 07/11/2011 - 1:49pm

I am so sick over this, and I have no idea why!? I mean, seriously, I could just :sick: right now.

I turned 30 today. Last night I cried myself to sleep thinking of all my failures, not having any bio kids, everything I should have accomplished by now and haven't, etc..
Truth is though, I have a great DH, two good skids, a house, nice car, good job, good benefits, retirement account, the list goes on and on. So, WHY am I a basketcase???? I am totally confused by how I feel right now. Anyone else feel this way when you turned 30?

Dreading the weekend...

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Submitted by lexaprotakemeaway on Thu, 07/07/2011 - 3:23pm

So, we're going to dinner with MIL and her BF Saturday night. :sick:

I can't stand her, and she doesn't like me. Never has. Yet, she pretends she's my best friend when we're together around other people. I know she's gonna be on the phone to everyone she can think of Sunday running me in the ground.

Thank god for southern comfort and cigarettes, I guess.

WTF MIL??!

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Submitted by lexaprotakemeaway on Thu, 06/30/2011 - 4:57pm

I hardly ever post, because just thinking about this stupid shit, let alone verbalizing it, usually completely pisses me off.

My MIL is absolutely the most self-centered, narscissistic person I know. Even moreso than my dad. She constantly looks for ways to exert control over what DH and I do, especially when it comes to SD13 (we have her full time, and I have been in the picture since she was 7). This time though, she has just gone too damn far.

Need some advice...

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Submitted by lexaprotakemeaway on Wed, 04/13/2011 - 12:25pm

Ok. So, I'm so nervous about this. SD13 (we have her FT) got invited to a friend's sleepover this weekend and I told her she could go before I knew the name of the friend (stuipd..).
So, when she gets off the phone with her friend, I ask who it is. She says 'M'. Immediately, I start freaking out on the inside..