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Wish I Drank...

In 14 days the two step-spawns are coming to stay with us for a whole week..I literally am counting down the minutes to hell.. What makes it worse is that all my bio kids will be home on school vacation as well.. Mine are 20, 16, 14 and 9 and his are 3 and 7... So mine cant stand having them around.. This should be blast.. i guess i will be spending alot of time in my room.. I hate it all!

Am i Wrong??

Ok so today is my fiances sisters wedding.. and i am sitting here by myself because i didnt go. I didnt go because the skids are in the wedding. It would be the first time meeting anyone in his family and i didnt feel like getting pushed to the side in front of a hundred people i didnt know when his skids would be up his ass the whole time. Not to mention it is an adult only reception but somehow its okay for them to go. Am i wrong?

Dont know what to do...

I dont even know where to begin.. its my first post so it may be a bit long winded. I am the bio mom of 4 kids, ages 20, 16, 14 and 8. I am in a wonderful relationship with a man that has two biological kids of his own. They are 3 and 6. Here is where the dilema lies.. I can not stand his boys.. He has every other weekend visits and week long visits during school vacations.. The week before the visits i get very emotional, angry, resentful. And when they are here i act like they dont exist.. Every little thing they do annoys me to no end.

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