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Thinking about leaving.....

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So, it's been a long time since I've been on here. I thought I was doing ok handling things.....
Well, DH and I got into a huge fight the other night, and since then, all I can think about is that I want nothing to do with him, his kids, his family, or his freaking psycho ex-wife. I want to leave so badly, but the problem is I have no money to go anywhere, and no where to go temporarily. What am I supposed to do????

letting go of control

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letting go is terribly hard........

i will be the first to admit, i like things to go my way. however, i am also ok most of the time if they don't. for some stupid reason, i CAN NOT let BM win. i hate her having control of every little thing! she makes me insane, and sometimes i almost feel on the verge of obsession about what she does! am i crazy, or do others feel this way, too?