I'm not sure what's up with me recenty. I think that I've just gotten to the point of where I'm on edge constantly and ready to explode over any little thing.

Christmas morning went pretty well other then SD being a drama queen first thing in the morning. Once we got to the presents all of her symptoms seemed to disapear.

I got SD this giant dollhouse that I knew she would flip out about so after we all opened all of our gifts I was determined to get it put together before she left for BM's house.

I am so sick of all of this crap. I mean I really am.

Yesterday I get a text from DH around 1 saying, "thanks for the mixer." My response was what mixer? The one sitting on the porch. I asked him how he knew what it was and he said that it wasn't in a shipping box it just came in the mixer box.

This p!ssed me off because that was DH's big gift. He loves cooking so I got him a kitchen aid mixer. Why would anybody ship anything around Christmas time not in a shipping box and why couldn't DH just pretend he didn't see it.

So BM is under the impression that she can contact the kids whenever she wants even if it's twenty times a day on DH's time. She also told the kids that they can contact her whenever they want and however much they want on DH's time.

I did a lot of thinking yesterday about some possibilities that could be causing SS to act this way when being dropped off at school by BM. One of the things that came to mind is that she's trying to PAS SS with DH. I mean all it would really take is something along the lines of, "it makes mommy really sad when you leave for daddy's house and it makes mommy cry when you're not around because mommy misses you so much." SS may not realize the difference between going to school and going to daddy's when he's with mommy.