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St. Jude Prayer's #2

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Submitted by blendedmommy5 on Mon, 02/14/2011 - 9:36pm

Prayed the St. Jude prayer every night so far. What a day today was. What a step in the right direction. I have the utmost love and respect for my husband. When he picked up his 3 for today's visit, he sat them all down, and had it out. He told them he had had enough. The backward behavior over the past 6 mos. is done. They need to recognize what they have in this home. They have never been treated as anything but equals, they have own space, beds, dressers, toys, unconditional love.

St. Jude Prayer

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Submitted by blendedmommy5 on Sun, 02/13/2011 - 1:56am

I said my first St. Jude prayer today. I feel so torn, so desperate, so out of control. I keep giving people power, instead of giving God the power. I need to find a way to be a better mother, to let things go like I used to. Andrea, Alisha, and Aydan deserve it. Cierra and Cayden deserve to not live in such blended family chaos. I feel like I am in a corner, and stuck with no options, no rights. I feel like whatever the "ex" wants, she gets. Not because my husband gives it to her, but because he is stuck in the same corner, united only in his frustration with me.