Our baby is healthy and on par with due dates. Although its head measures a week older then the rest of the body :o oohhhh no! 12 weeks 3 days... I am kind of worried though it still seems like such a dream I cant believe its actually happening. Sometimes I feel like I should be happier and more into this now I am worried that Im going to be one of those moms that doesnt have emotional attachment. We tried for 6 months and all I wanted was a baby noe its happened and even though I have been sick every day lol, it doesnt feel real. Is this normal?

So BF went to court today armed with a reasonable budget that could not handle spousal support or the current amount we are paying in child support. BM is asking to move the kids and get primary custody therefor not having to pay any CS and also have BF support her while she attends school. BF's response was go to school but leave the kids here in our town and I will take care of them for that time. BF's family is here and BM's family is no where near where she is trying to move we thought that was a serious advantage esp for their well being.

Im tired... really tired... After BM made her usually effort after 4 days to butt into mine and my bf's time bf seemed to nip it in the bud. She of course got mad and blamed me called names so on and so forth... After chatting with him about he assured me it would be taken care of but he wanted to wait until he had to talk with her again, on the next trade off day. I was so happy and so proud, I knew BM was not getting the attention she wanted. Then BF went and confirmed weekend plans that had already been confirmed the next day. I feel horrified, let down, unloved, and like a third party.