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Submitted by not your momma on Tue, 05/28/2013 - 10:07pm

After yesterday's shitshow (see previous blog), today I was offered a 4-month contract job that will take me away for 4 months. After some serious contemplation, I accepted the position and will be leaving next week. I'm not sure if this is a blessing or will be my ultimate downfall. I'm worried that my absence will give the oldest boys ample time to prove to their dad how great it is without me. But, if that happens and I return to find my boyfriend no longer wants to be with me, then who am I to fight for it?

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Submitted by not your momma on Mon, 05/27/2013 - 9:21pm

I could go into crazy long detail about my situation, but I don't have the energy right now. I live with my boyfriend of almost 2 years, and his three sons (12,16 and 20). His 14 year old daughter comes over EOW. The three oldest have one BM, and the 12 year old has another. The two oldest boys were physically and emotionally abused by their mom, and they are damaged beyond repair. I'm relatively certain that the 16 year old is a sociopath.

The two oldest turned on me today, in front of the guests we had over for Memorial Day, and told me the following:

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