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Submitted by notagain2012 on Wed, 02/20/2013 - 7:32pm

Well, I am actually relieved. It sounds horrible, but I think I am.

I want to thank all u steptalkers, and this site for putting up with me, and showing me my future. I think that seeing the posts on here, and hearing the stories of heartache and problems after drama after pain and frustration...I was able to really see it.

Must be in the air today

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Submitted by notagain2012 on Sat, 02/16/2013 - 11:20am

I came to steptalk to escape this morning because between my sons father and his crap last night, and the SO/Skid crap today, im pretty much over it.

But i get on here and see people being whiney and bitchy and it actually just annoyed me even WORSE. name calling and pity parties.

my SO is a moron

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Submitted by notagain2012 on Thu, 02/14/2013 - 6:32am

Ugh. I always feel like there is some manipulation going on. Not enough to flat out be in ur face obvious, but just little subtle moves, that are barely noticeable if you don't pay attn. If you have read my back blogs, you will know some history.

O/T: this mans punctual habits infuriate me

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Submitted by notagain2012 on Sat, 01/19/2013 - 5:07pm

And its so chronic, that when it happens, I think I just can't do this anymore!

He is either a really bad judge of time, or hell, o dunno. It never fails, that his times are off. He cannot commit to a 'ill ne there at 6' and actually be here. It's to the point that I don't even try to make plans. This is a daily thing. Not every once in awhile, but daily. For example, today.

He worked until 3:30 he called to say he was going to his house to pay his roommate rent, and getting some clothes and coming over. We even discussed going for dinner etc.

might not make it til august.

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Submitted by notagain2012 on Tue, 01/15/2013 - 5:00pm

Just one thing after another with this man and his child.

Soooo...I know I set Aug as a shit or get off the pot date. Doesn't look like I am going to make it that far. I am so over all the crap, and drama and bs.

If you have read some of my previous posts, you will know the backstory. We are 3 years into this, lived together for one year, and got separate places because our kids were a nightmare. I could barely stand to hear his kid breathe. SO had some growing up to do also, and needed to learn how to parent his kid, without my son and I catching hell.

a reminder why i left!

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Submitted by notagain2012 on Wed, 01/09/2013 - 7:08pm

Sooooo... To follow this post, u will need to read the last post.

My ex got out of jail yesterday. Has he contacted my son? No. So after that crazy text on Friday, he hasn't contacted him.

And after me worrying about how to deal with this with my bs13, my ex showed his butt and made me mad. I'm mad for the crap that he is doing to his current wife. Grrrrrrrrr a huge reminder why I left his ass.

CRAP! not again.....

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Submitted by notagain2012 on Sat, 01/05/2013 - 10:31am

Soooo much for my nice quiet life.

If u guys are familiar with me and my posts, you will know that for 10 years, my sons dad has been remarried. My son is 13. It has been a fairly quiet ride, with barely any drama from him in the last few years, and no SM drama at all. That's not saying THEY haven't had their own drama.

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