A few weeks ago, I saw a chat where a few of my colleagues saying they were called into a meeting where it was explained to them they'd be let go in 1-2 weeks due to business needs. Other colleagues including myself didn't get that meeting so I thought I'd be good. 

Until I log in and look at my calendar and see nothing on there. 

So I can only assume I met the same fate as the others but at least they had the luxury of a couple weeks advance notice. 

I'm reflecting on the dysfunctional dynamics of a guilt riddled Disneyland dad (and letting this stuff go)  

One instances comes to mind for me was when I was heading to a date with my now ex fiancé. Somehow I ended up driving ... but glad I did because when he realized he left his phone (aka his B. Beck n Call mobile pinging device) I said "nope we have reservations and we MUST be on time" ... then I floored out of the driveway and on to our destination. 
 

And if I didn't love my kiddo as I do ... I totally regret giving that weak loser the time of day. 
 

So after this a$$clown pretended to be broke and refused to exercise his parenting time (he lives out of town and made more money in a couple years than most people make in their lifetime...he's only pretending to be poor so that I feel guilty and he can easily con me out of my limited resources) ... I reported his b*tch a$$ to the lawyers and court system. 
 

So I get a call from the dudes brother (he was the majority owner of the house) and I told him while I deeply care for his brother, I moved out for a multitude of reasons

The dude called up my mom crying and saying how he felt blindsided yet how much he loved me and never tried to hurt me during the relationship (I assume to absolve his guilt around looking like "the bad guy" so me leaving while he was at work could be blamed be all on me...whatever)