I think SS's mother has reached a all time low. I never in my nearly half a decade life thought I would see a mother do this. The bitch has done some evil things before. But this is something else. We have a friend, Nancy, who is also a friend of the ex-wife. Nancy was our friend first and we asked her to be friends with the bitch so we could get updates on SS when he refused contact with us. It was a dirty move but we were deperate and had no choice. Nancy calls me yesterday informing me that my husband's ex-wife lied to SS and told him she had a heart attack and was in the hospital.

We were supposed to head down to the city and spend Sunday with SS and his baby. Last Sunday, my husband became a dumbass and managed to get SS very angry and upset. My husband has apologised but SS never gives us any concession when it comes to forgiving us. He will hold anger against my husband (sometimes me) and his mother for a very long time. He sent ME a email cancelling Sunday's plans. He says he "needs some time away from certain people in his life". Now I will not be able to see my adorable granddaughter for who knows when. I am so angry at everyone. My husband AND SS.

SS called me this morning. He said a very good producer at a music company is going to be teaching SS everything and help him get started in the industry. He said it was a lot more money than just songwriting. He was very very excited. He said he wanted to tell someone and I was the only one he could think of. And then he says I am not allowed to tell his father. He is still angry with him. I promised I would not. I am so proud of SS. But I think it is very sad that a child cannot tell his own parents such amazing news.

We have a very strained relationship with SS I must admit. His life has been rough and my husband has not been able to help when he should. But things are slowly getting better with SS. One of my dreams was to watch a broadway show. But we have never been able to afford it. SS Skyped us yesterday and said he got two tickets to a broadway show and he wants us to take them! He said he will be getting a few more in the future and he'll give them to us because he knows I always wanted to go. I cried like a fool. I could not help it.