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I guess that you all probably saw this coming. Hopefully you are as suprised as I was.

So, Ive had a day. But it ended up with more love and support that I ever dreamed of, not even in my wildest imaginations. And not in my wildest imagination would I ever be able to believe what has happened today if I hadnt lived it. Let me get some candles lit, recounting this is going to need some calming vibes.

C-noloveforstbxh UPDATES 7/22 Afternoon

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To answer your questions here is a brief update:

1. I went to my house yesterday and Princess Powersulk was there leaning against the garage crying. Her father, mr Chokesalot, sent her there for her "things" and was acting very angry and agressive with her. I filled her in on the facts. She hugged me and told me she was sorry and that she loved me. I just said that "hes not the man we knew and loved, hes on drugs". She knew and understood. I asserted that the online postings she saw were all lies and that hes mentally unwell.

Not always "Better when we are together"... but could be?

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Hi folks. Thats the title of a song by jack johnson we used to play when hanging out beside the firepit in the backyard.

And it hasnt really applied for a long time. But it COULD have...

So - updates:

- My family and friends are rallying behind me.

- Its now HIS idea to live as platonic housemates, and he claims that he wants a divorce

- No more policing on social media. He has blocked me.

- We have our own rooms with locks. 

Happy B-Day to me aka An Update thats a Downer

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Looking at life right now, I feel truly blessed. My health issues have healed, I have a home I love, my parents are with me, my family is healthy and doing well, I now see who my friends are (and arent). Ive learned some valuable lessons. Ive learned about my spouse and his very dark side that I didnt "see" before. 

However there are a few things that I would take out of this life. A jealous and badgering spouse, who wakes me up on my birthday at 6 am pacific time "you are on 2 dating sites, I know you are hooking up!!"

Social Media Official

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Typically this means that you are "officially a Couple".

In my case, today, my husband posted on Facebook that he is "letting me go" using my name and everything, as a caption to a post of our wedding photo.

After a few weeks of posting tik toks and memes about cheating and lies and letting go.

Its been a rough month.

Ive been feeling sadness, regret, relief, disbelief, fear, anger all in an endless rotation.

Im no longer going to be a stepmonster.

Im no longer going to have to deal with all that step life has to offer.

To Quote Husband "And So It Begins"

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This weekend was a roller coaster. Im getting emotional support from a few friends that Ive shared with and my parents.

My friend sent me a series of screen captures from Husband's Facebook post. He states "would you choose your facebook friends over your marriage?" and of course the ensuing comments.

Sunday he threatened to post negative things on facebook so I could spend the whole day (while he was fishing) in fear of what was coming, along with his text "f@ck you b!tch we are done. And now it begins".

Cat & Mouse AKA the moment you all predicted...

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WELL, its here, the moment of Truth and Divorce.

Husband is playing a game of Cat and Mouse and revealing himself here and there. 

Apparently his big plan is to get a job as soon as unemployment runs out. And he will work on home improvements and keep track of time and labor, sell the house, divorce me and have a "fresh start". Sometime in the next who-knows.

But he would stay with me if I admit to my wrong-doing, and show him all my phone texts.

The Smoke and Mirrors saga aka part 2 of Restraining Orders and Lawsuits

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aka - word from pasty face Clove:

SO its been a while. Last Monday a bomb was dropped on me (or so I thought...stick around it gets tricky or funny depending) about a previous friend who was planning on filing a restraining order and law suits against Husband.

Never happened, and he finally came clean to me Wednesday morning after calling from his friends house at 4:30 am.

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