My guilt ridden sense of duty has been shelved for the time being. Those around me have taken notice, especially my sons who have enjoyed my undivided attention that is usual focused in numerous directions. I've angered my blended family though as I've stomped my own feet a little bit and refused to be my usual go-to girl self.

My stepdaughters have missed out on a couple of sporting events and sleepovers because of it.

BM is having a 4th of July party. DH is letting her take the girls even though it's his weekend. The girls are excited because all their friends are gonna be there. I'm excited for them. My boys are going to be at their dad's house. I inquired to DH last night what we could plan because I had a couple of invitations from some different friends.

DH said that he wanted to go over to his ex's so he can "see his girls". :?

I am.

I chose to go to a makeup soccer game yesterday knowing that my SDs'mom was going to be there. It was right after my BS9's game, same exact field. DH said it would be fun and no big deal. My boys and I could stay after BS9's game and just watch. BM was fired up that morning over an unmet ridiculous demand on her part and it made me weary as to spend any time in close proximity to her. I should have known better.

We've been down this road before my friends. Please just say a prayer (or whatever it is that you do) for my friend who is more like a father to me than my own.

He has just been diagnosed with Stage III or Stage IV melanoma. After extensive testing, he will know on Monday which one. Stage III is the better prognosis. (Pardon the obvious)