The only time I like going to work laately is when SD is visiting and that's only because it's less stressful to be at work than at home.

My job? Security for a motel in a shady city. The kind of place where the locals think it's a good place to party cuz it's cheap. There is a large mix of guests from junkies and hookers to families vacationing on a budget and people with pets cuz we are one of the only pet friendly places in the area.

My fantasy was to secretly do a paternity test on H and SD and anonomously mail him and BM the results if the kid turned out to not be his. I always get tripped up on the part where I have to get the saliva samples without anyone knowing what I was up to. It's my fantasy so I just glaze over that part but last night my mind went to a very dark and evil place when I got to this point in my fantasy.

Another post got me thinking and I didn't want to hijack it so...

How does your SO react to you laughing when their kid does something stupid? How do you react when your own kids do something stupid? And how does your SO react when your kids do something stupid? Wow, now that I wrote it out it sounds confusing.

A couple of examples from my very 'special' family:

I survived! I can't thank you all enough.

SD is back home with BM after a long emotionally draining week.

I firmly believe that there were no casualties this week because I was able to find great support here. I have been tearing up the blogs with posts about my week and I think it's time for one more just to say thank you to all you great folks on here who helped keep my spirits up and for all the encouragement.

I hope I can return the favor sometime.